IRAHHVI

class harye

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

It was 1N1 hari raya celebration.
it was super cool okie people.
1N1 rocks my rocks. i think, it
rocks your's too. wee~
Well, all i just want to say is that,
1N1 is the best class okie people. the pupils
there,some,may be bitchy,sluts,whore,son
of a bitch or wat so ever, but we are the best.
thank you.

First house is Lieyana's house.
our meeting place is the 888 plaza
and then to her house. She's facing
quite a number of frustrating problems.

Second house is Nazri's house.
and ya! im giving the house 5 bites.
It was super trendy and cool.
We ate birthday party mee.
(bee hoon goreng)fried bee hoon.
You can find that food at every birthday
party okie. ahah! nice house nazri.

Third house was Luqman's i guess.
We ate this dessert. i was nice.
Met up with Alif there as he was lost.
he took the wrong bus and end up
at tampines. wee~ alif,alif.. tongong nyer kau eh.

Headed to Umar's cribs..
Ate that mee goreng.
i mean, my friends ate. not me.
i was full okie. haa! haf to
spare some place for more food!!!
The boys stayed at his house
for prayers while the girls took
the stairs up up up to Rofiiqoh's
house. ATE the same food but with
macaroni. did not finish the food.sorry.
Left the house with the boys at around
7 plus. yeap yeap.

After the both cousins house,
actually, have to go either
mine or nazim's house..
but we skip.. my mom not in
singapore aniways...
And actually, we have to go
to my "dearest sharie's house
as the mom prepared a SPREAD!
Tell u guys later. i was HEAVEN!!!
but then, we go to MIra's house
at her mom wants her home. haizz.
At her house, we only drink.good larh.
At last, her mom let her go. wee~~~

We walked in the vista point and
bumped into nasri,hafiz,aizat and friends.
All of'em said this to me.
"eh. macam kenal jer. eh/.. eh...
eh!!!! dier alim larh!!! kiter nak gie rumah kau
tau."
i was like. erhh.... k okie.
haha. love 'em loads. all of'em were hell funny.

Headed to sharie's coolest crib.
The house was awesome
the food was...heaven¶dise.
reallie. the house even haf that water
system like in the hospital where you can
have hot water ,pull the red handle.
cold water,pull the blue handle.
and there's a set of lollipop with
its holder and all! cool la his house!
bright future for sharie..... haha =)

After sharie's house.
To syahidah's house at Marsiling.
The house was also awesome! i like
mordern houses. if only my mom
have such mind set. it would be cool...
Ate mee rebus (mee berus.haha).
and lieyana.. oh nvm. shld not elaborate.
pity nathasha alot for the first time.
dah kene mrh bleh senyum and shut her mouth.
ish kau nie. aha! pity mira also.

After syahidah's house,at 10 plus.
headed to Raudha's house.
we played prank on the boys as like,
they fool us alot of tymes.!
you go girls!!! woohoo!
Raudha's apartment is at level 2.
we all took the lift. so the girls press
level 6 instead of 2. so the boys will follow
since they don't actually know what level.
The girls went back to level 2 adn waited for
the boys like hell long.
They went to level 6,5,4,3,12. bdh kn.
then we called cause we pity our boys.
They left early and its already late......? yeah.

Sent adilla home with raudha.
sent rabiatul and sweet syahidah to the bus stop.
already 11 plus.
hell, it was tiring. ish ish ish
we had fun okie.
and nathasha, thanked god ur shoe didnt stuck in
the middle of the lift we u step out and step in without
ur shoe. haha. funnie tau.i laugh like one girl
terencat akal.

k larh people. im tired
k bye la!

amirah is totally in love.

Sunday, October 29, 2006

If your single, u tend to do this:
1) Fall for a guy u admire since centuries.
2)Fall for ~~hawt guys~~ frm the internet
3)start to not flirt but mix around with boy-friends.
4)start confusing your self about boys
5)boys boys boys, that's what u gonna think
for 24/7.
NOT JOKING.
WHERE I KNOW ALL THIS SEH?!!?

C'mon la, im like this. im single and yar...
i tend to do all this 5 listed stuff tau!
i fall for this ~~HAWTY~~~~in sch.~~
will name this ~~hawty~~ frm wgss hawty.. yarh.
i like this guy who look super duper awesome .(frm opss)
who is only sec 1. really ~~HAWT~~. urh urh urh.
i mix around with boy-friends? hmm, can see dat... yeap.
(onlie mix around, not more than that urh urh).
i Think bout those hawty everytime. no joke here wokey.
but but.. ehem never think about khairul. wakax!

OH QAWD.
help me larh. im soo confused.
though im not the girl, who is jambu la
lawa la. cun la. aper la. nie la.tu la. but then,
i got feelings okie people. wee~wee~!
I know la im not the girl who ketip jari
10 jantan datang kn.. i know la. wahax.
but again, i got feelings wokey. wahax.

Entah kenape plak im into boys since
that thingy happen. NOT THAT THINGY!ohQAWD.
haixx. mama gonna be mad larh if i think bout
jantan too much. wee~

okok. this guy whom his parents named him
syunazry. YEAP, i guess that's the spelling.
his frm opss. YEAP. i like that school.
his nickky is na'zree. cool kn kn kn!
his hawt wokey. he got that 90% chinese luks
with that hawt black specs. oh lord. hawt la.! =))
chill okie Irah. Jgn nak action la. rabak siot nie bdk!
not to forget my love one. awww// wee~

It's already past midnight and wooh, im not tired
after jln'jln raye nie.. collection is $40 plus onlie.
siket eh? yeap yeap. used to get $100 over but since
im 13 (haha,onlie 13 per.) i think i wont get that much larh.

Heard frm the night cyclers,the night cycling
was super awesome.
i missed all the fun. ALWAYS OKIE.
anything fun, i'll missed it.damn shit la.
sedih tau. nak melalak boleh? hehex.=)))

wokey people.
It's 2.50 and i just want to continue doing
my own stuff. so bye suckers.
gie tidur la babi. haha! "nemo"?? mepek la kau yas.
but still.. i miss u. wee!~

sorry guys if i over reacted or wat so ever k.
but i just want to express out my hapiness since im happy.
skalie skale.. dulu sedih jer.
oh yarh!
to the EMO'S! (which is lame)
cheer up okie.
just taking pics dosent label u as a emo.
lame la all this. when ur damn sad, u call ur self, emo.
mepek kn.
is ur sad, cheer up. un be so lame la k.thank you. and
bye emo's.!!!!! lame.. bluekss.

errie my honey and raye

Saturday, October 28, 2006

MY HEART*

Listening and singing to this
particular ~~hawt~~ song
and realise that love is special.
but ey, boys urh,leceh lah 'em.
hahah! enuff bout love amirah..
I know your in love and over
the moon but just shhh okie. okie.....=(

Chatted with crystal 2n1 and she's hawt la.
She's a half pranakan protugesse. COOL RYTE.!
I adore such people. wee wee wee~
Me? a simple boyanese. wahah. cool jugak knknkn.?
It's 10 pm and no one's at home.
Yeap it's still early for my sis&bro to come
home but hello! IM ALONE!!
yes i like it but im alone.. abit scared. wee~
computer is my friend. wee~ hahax

Practically, the peers who went for the
night cycling confirm having fun nyer..
shit la my mother. smoke onlie than cannot
go night cycling. its onlie at 8 pm till next morning
pe. leceh la ginie. now im alone wasting time
at home. buang mase kan cam ginie.
Lebih baik gie night cycling. shit la!!!!
sorry nathasha. sorry.=((

On tuesday going jln jln with my 1n1 honeys
but hellya! i dun want khalis to follow.
i ain't going if that snot is going okie.
haixx! its not im shy or what ever hell, but
i just don't wish to see him and spoil my mood.
seriously, i dont want it okie.
TO HELL KHALIS. TO HELL YOU GO.

PXPS ex's... hari raya outing biler nak pegi?
miss you all la. fucking missing u guys.
Syarah- my lovely
amalina-bestie
hajar-best best bestie
hidayah- pal oh pal
hazimah- lost contact. miss u honey
shiqin- mak kau urh. dah action tau dier nie. miss u
roslan- boy bestie
amir- alah he urh. irritating bastero!
faliq- oh u mean pxps hawty? shit la he. haah!!!
and the list goes on...
missing u guys.
dtglah ker rumah ku dan jgn mintak duit raye yer...

k larh. bye
im in love sweetie.
missing you.
school ends and ur going to be a sec 4.
In 2007, that will be the last year you'll
be in wgss. im going to miss loads.
u may not know im in lub with you
but yeap, i like you sweetie. don't hurt me k.

i love that errie error

The post for today.
Beware. it's love addict

I've waited for khairul too long till,
im in love with this ~~hawty~~.
Of course is his looks that im in to.
BUt it's not only that.
I'm sure his nice,caring and super all.
Is he the guy for me? maybe yes.maybe no.
But i know a girl is also after him.
No im not gonna rush for him.
But i just cant get him out of my mind
since the day we met.
I adore the dimples. really.
oh Irah c'mon.. dont waste your time,
my mind told me as it knows that
i might not get that hawty.
but HELLYA, i like him.
ohGAWD. serious. i want him.
may i? pls.. i do watever,just to haf him..
pls, i dun want to go in the difficulties
ive went while khairul is in my life.
i want him oh lord.. hais.

YEAP. im in love
YEAP.khairul is no more!
AT LAST LA!
Irah! gd job la! u've suceed in washing your
hands for khairul. congrats!

k lah.
im over the moon now.
woots.
I want him.I like him.I love him.
I've made up my mind.-

Irah'jepon

hari raya&sch. haaha

Friday, October 27, 2006

EVE OF HARI RAYA

In school, when up to class and uh sit2 lorh.
Mr billy came-in and all the mouth shut up,
all of'em scared la. haha.
Then Mr billy ask me what time my mum
coming to school to meet him.
So i said. At 8+ la. ish. i tot she told u?!?
urghhhh.. mepek la tu cikgu. mati baik.

At home after buka, go causeway find
my hari raya shoe tau! at last, bought it
at metro. Mama carik kasut dier sampai
kedai nak tutop. KENE HALAU! HAHA!!
memang padan muke dier. hahax.! =)

When home for a while then got changed then
headed to Geylang.. go jln2. Reached home at about..
4 am lidat. tired la! pe je! then didnt go
sembayang hari raya. malas la. standard.. hehex.

THE SPECIAL DAY. HARI RAYA LA!

Late for the jln2 cause we siap lambat.
THENTHEN!!! kene mintak maaf la beb!
malu siot. aku baru buat salah. haha!
*me- " slamat hari raye.dah cukop"
*mama&abah-" uh. dun repeat all those stupid things
and the list goes on... blah3."
Naik bosan aku. kalau boleh spana mulot nyer mng aku nak..

Received tons of msg frm peers.
awwww.. sweeeeeet but yet damyn irritating.
sorrie guys. nyekkk//
frm azhar,ashraf,adilla,luqman and the list goes on..
but didnt receive frm my ex's/ shit la they all! damyn!
go hari raya. collection mak OI! siket jer... haha.
Didnt go sch the next day. haha. mls beb.

26-10-06.

When to school with rachael,flizzow and me,wild. haha!
wore jeans(below my belly and urh.i like la),pe shirt
and finally my blue jacket. nice la. haah! woots. enuff.
reached sch si billy mintak surat ke m.c.
Told him, sorry i dun haf. mom didnt write any of it.
"Then stayback." WHAT THE FUCK. HELLYA BILLY!!!!

ThenTHEN.. we go snow city. fun la!!
damyn damyn cold there. serious.
The temperature is emm, negative 7.5.(-7.5).yeap
cold. cant even feel my hand leg all.
everyone was complaining. hellya!

In school. billy gave out the report book.
Haha. everyone gets it but i didnt.
He let me see onlie. stupid la.
He says he wanna meet me parents
then he will give me. damyn.
I was sooo fucking angry cause i
HATE PARENTS MEETING SESSION.
mom and all will nag till she dies la!
fed-up sial. mati baik urh urh urh!!
I show tentrum and all la. haha.
abit onlie. hehex. then he give lorh
Then then, have to stay back for a while
for not giving any letter. shoot la.
then i cover up for the rest i said to billy,
"cher, we all want to go hari raya u noe..."
billy-" orh.. okie lorh. go lorh"
stupid la you billy.

After that go causeway with flizzow. woots.
alot of things happen at kfc. nyekk..
funnie eh roff. woots..!
Earlier on at the snow city,
we had breakfast at macDonald.
later later then lil'kiddos frm maha bohdi
came at eat at mac also. and this few boys
actually fought. One of'em slap the other.
So, the other was munching his burger,
without wasting any time, he took the
food in his mouth and throw at his opponent.
DISGUSTING KAN!. at that point of time,
need to go out already. So, i walk out and said this
"chill uh,no need to fight ryte?!? still small kid. kental la.alermak"
and this particular boy stared at me without me knowing.
Adilla also scold 'em. sial la drg. setan, kurang ajar la babi.

okay okie..
just came back and yarh. wanna merayap for a while.
by suckers!chill!

smoking. nekks..

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

i was caught. and suffered few days before hari raya.

SATURDAY

I was sleeping soundly when my mother
woke me up and ask me to go to the
living room. Something is not right, i told myself.
OH yeah. They found out about me smoking.
wakaka. slow la. i stop already then now now. Ish.
Mak called mr billy to have a meeting on monday
but she didnt turned up. mepek la she. urghh!

And Ruzaini!! don't blamed my god-bro and jordon okie!
Though they know bout' me smoking, it doesnt mean
you can tell my mom they knew. What about yourself?!?
You your self noe. jgn act bdh la babat. sial uh kao!
mati baik siak kau. tak gune. HARAM LA KAU!

SUNDAY

Attend madrasah but hell, did nothing.
Just listen to MP3. yeap yeap.
Main song, Seize the day. hahax.
At home, slept till 4 pm plus. Till then,
help out a bit onlie. HELLYA!
my room is gorgeous. hahax!

MONDAY.today

When to school in the morning.
At 8 am. kept looking at the clock
on the wall. cant wait for my mak
to come to school. Get everything
settle and have a nice Hari raya.
but she didnt come. urgh!!
At home, she show stupid attitude.
Helped her to put the cushion cover.
She some how did it wrongly so i told her.
And she like throw the cushion and ask me
to do it since im so clever. she when to bed.
WHAT KIND OF ATTITUDE IS THAT
FOR A MOTHER TO SHOW? lame la.urgh!!

Rachael seems to be soo scared about my
mak coming to school to confront the ppl.
why? if she did not do anything wrong,
there's no need to be scared of. i shld be the
one but im not freaking out okie.
And mikey is not ~~HAWT,HANDSOME~~.
His ugly la people. who ever like him is
deadly blind. yeap. BLIND.

In school earlier on, waste 4 period
on a discussion about hari raya outing.
cool la. going with the malay boys.
love all of'em . woots. not khalis. no no..
Counted.. 24 houses. yeap. around there.
See ferst i can go ornt. mi mak ground me la.
SHOOT! SHIT! LA.

Tomorrow is hari raya and my house is still
not done yet. im worried but i don't wanna help at all.
im freaking lazy. serious. AKU NIE PEMALAS.
AMIRAH PEMALAS.hahax. nyekk.
soo hungry now. tahan la pompan. last day per.!

Missing my GF YASMIN&GF ATYQA.
selamat hari raya SWEETIES.
take care aites.

S.H.R to all muslims out there.

Irah nak chao.
bye.

band- enot- kecoh!

Saturday, October 21, 2006

I'm just a paper bag.
Use me for a while & then dump me.
This is the life of a paper bag.

Dear diary,
today was fun&ok.
Ain't no mass run been conducted
as the PSI is 107. All of'em the sec 1ns
was happy la because of laziness.
But my lovely class, 1N1 really want
to have pe,the double period after mass-run.
YEAP, i ask for it in clas and the hall is
free for indoor activity. COOLNESS*.
The girls played CAPTAIN'S BALL agaisnt
the damn 1t2 girls. They sucks to the core.
They loose Like shit again.Lost the previous
match also. My team won 18-5 to 'em last game.
They well shitly not satisfied.
Like C'mon la, we 1N1's are holding on to the 'level
CHAMPION 2006 TROPHY okies. fuck off.
One of 'em stole my ball, i even said nicely.
I grab the ball and land it on the floor to balanced myself.
"This is my ball. move away".
A opponent try to snatch the ball. i tried also.
Than the opponents NENEK-MOYANG.LAKI BINI
SUMER DTG SNATCH BOLA.
kepale bpk diorang la. nak maen ganas???! amek kao sial!
put it aside.

After sch,headed to the canteen and yeah, register
for the night cycling. Mom havent said yes but
hell, who cares. im going and that's that!!!
Was malu to take the cycle test. and Mr billy
lepas kn aku as i said i can cycle which im
nt that confident. Its been 3 years that ive nt cycled.

After that. go class with Nathasha&ruby. we.. ehem..shhh!
Than headed for band. alot of superb things happen.
They introduce new pieces. Thinking it was hell difficult
but hey! its shrek dance party(played during pri sch concert)
and a piece called ROOS ROY. ive played when im primary 4.
That song is hard and Mr sim wa surprise and wow as he found out
i know how to play since pri4. interesting!

Than than go home after that la.
Raudha's bpk sent me home.
I was welcome with my two sweeties!!!
My dearest niece whom ive baby sit since she was born, A'in(enot).
And my Ll'cuzzie, Dani whom overnight at my place.
They both are suweet. Balek jer kene buat keje. fedup sial..

"Yaya, mandi kn enot!!"(mama,sis)
"ain nak andi usus yaya..."(enot)
"(shouting like siao).."(dani)
kecoh babe!

After buke, mandikn enot than she wanna go home.
He darn mother fetch her. bye lovely niece.
DANI is still here. IRRITATING! argh.
hell, who cares?i care!!!

3 days to hari raya and mama still havent buy
her ferst day baju orange. pity her.
i onlie have ermm 2 pair of hari raya clothes
to wear during the one month celebration...
oh nvm.. i came frm a family who is pretty not
wealthy. yeah. like some nenek say ..
"bersyukurlah dgn apa kita ada sekarang".
yeah ryte nenek nenek.

oh well, sis dah noisy. nid to help her with
the kuih raya. and yeah, no band practice tmr.
Which means, WAKE UP LATE LA! =)
P.S TO ALL WGS BAND MEMBERS.
PRACTICE IS ON 3 NOVEMBER.
ATTIRE- BAND TEE.
tyme? i dunnoe ask ur SL..(SECTION LEADERS)..
not that sl thingy la. ahah!

k bye la!
Irah

die romantic sucks.i guess.

Friday, October 20, 2006

Woke up late. NO one at home from just now.
Im always alone. Always. why uh?
im soo paranoid! yeah!

Dear diary,

o0ops, i woke up at 4 pm today.
No ones at home. im fed-up.
In the afternoon no one.
At night also no one. DAMMIT LA.

woke up and then chatted with
this guy frm north view sec named
Nabil. A sec 1 guy. cool la! =>
same music taste i believe. yeah.
hope to know you better guy.

MakLong and her maid slept in my house
yesterday. didnt notice till i woke up
for sahur this morning.
okie. Mom's home.

I failed 3 subjects for eoy.
damyn!!
but hell, i still get promoted to
sec 2. big deal uh?

HELLYA!
BYE!

blah3

Thursday, October 19, 2006

DEPRESSION. PHYSICAL RECREATION.
Topic for the councillor health Lifestyle
workshop just now. A talk by Mrs Maslinda
Heikal's husband which is HAWT la.
A teacher in some sch. A highly known sch.
He looks like a chinese when he came up to me.

OHk.
Dear diary,

Today was Ok i suppose.
Spent most of my time for the
English Fun Day*.
Which is quite fun la. yeap.
And yeah. I gotta be the leader
as Razi whose the leader was absent.
At the end, my group proudly receive
a hamper i guess. i shld take it at the stage
but tah.. rofiiqoh took it and its still with her.
after that, headed for the workshop.

Had a nice bath when i reached home.
After that, i slept till buka tyme!!! haahk.
When online and just got to know that a
Lil'cousin of mine(dad's side) actually
added me long ago and i didnt know.
Here's the conversation

$$$***redz@ @.k@ riise###%%%***$$$ says:
HI

xUnfabulous Babe.x xKill me!x says:
ya hi

$$$***redz@ @.k@ riise###%%%***$$$ says:
ni sape

xUnfabulous Babe.x xKill me!x says:
ni saper dulu. kau yg add aku.

$$$***redz@ @.k@ riise###%%%***$$$ says:
u the want wear specs or not

xUnfabulous Babe.x xKill me!x says:
w specs.

$$$***redz@ @.k@ riise###%%%***$$$ says:
ni kakak yaya eh (im known as yaya)

xUnfabulous Babe.x xKill me!x says:
i believe yes. saper nie?!?
(he didnt reply)

xUnfabulous Babe.x xKill me!x says:
harluu. saper nie.

$$$***redz@ @.k@ riise###%%%***$$$ says:
ni chio(his nick name)(dunoe his real name)

xUnfabulous Babe.x xKill me!x says:
oh..

xUnfabulous Babe.x xKill me!x says:
u mean.. ur my cousin frm my dad's side?

$$$***redz@ @.k@ riise###%%%***$$$ says:
ya

xUnfabulous Babe.x xKill me!x says:
ohk. haha.

$$$***redz@ @.k@ riise###%%%***$$$ says:
ng tinggal bl 896b

xUnfabulous Babe.x xKill me!x says:
yeap yeap. i know.

xUnfabulous Babe.x xKill me!x says:
alamak. kecik kecik dah ader msn eh

$$$***redz@ @.k@ riise###%%%***$$$ says:
tak leh ke

xUnfabulous Babe.x xKill me!x says:
tak leh uh.. kecik kecik nak bebual dgn saper kat msn.?

$$$***redz@ @.k@ riise###%%%***$$$ says:
ngan kawan

xUnfabulous Babe.x xKill me!x says:
kwn kepe.. ke gerlfriend.

$$$***redz@ @.k@ riise###%%%***$$$ says:
KWN

xUnfabulous Babe.x xKill me!x says:
ohk la.

Idir frm naval base sec MSN me and ask this
" eh kau stead ngan khairul eh?"
me- "maner ader"" saper kater"
and he was like, khairul told .

omg. since when????
im not his gf la. haiyoh!
holy shit. ignore all that la.

Tmr NO SCHOOL!
its promotion day.
hope to go 2n1.

Till here dammit.

Irah*

cibai la!

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Stop putting all the blame oh me you beast.
yes i know, who the hell i am in this situation.
Im never be a GF to you but remember how bad you
were towards me . CRUEL.
U said u cant be bothered, why bother to
read my post? to see if ALL YOUR MISTAKES
can be seen by all the girls you have dumped&hurt?
you so so so kurang ajar.
U need a match making session. yes.
such a pain IN MY ASS.
i was wrong about you all this while.

Dear Diary,
Reached home around 4 plus.
Mom not at home than nid to wait
for her outside the door. fcuk.
Into the house and GF YASMIN called me.
Miss her .hahah.
Talked about that kambing.
he put all the blardy blame on me.
you sarcastic-blardy-lame-asshole guy! fed-up.

Kak Aida was angry as Khairul had somehow
lied to her or something. they are bestie.
Its all written in OUR BLOG!
MINE-YASMIN***** AND ATYQA.
put ALL the damn blames on yourself.
you were the one who get this started.
your the guy whom 4 of us used to lyke.
fuck that son of a bitch.
u want me to stop contacting u?
k fine! dun be scared if i cursed u u dammit.
go to hell u playboi.

School was boring.
Went to macritchie and walked
3.2 km i guess. GATAL2 SAK!
Reached sch, when to class,
eat potato chips pasal lapar la!!!
then assemble. go back class sit sit.
2 pm, end of sch.
When to Ace the place with adilla and all.
Ruzaini came later and started to sing and
make noise. i was irritated. so i left with others.

Roam around the carpark to explore.
Dulu explore seram. took video and saw things.
But this particular carpark, was nth.
B-O-R-I-N-G!

bye la!

cibai la!

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

i feel like shit.

"you're soon finally back to me. love you boy!
i cannot believe that you asked for a patch.
im still into you dear.
irah* ahahaks sowie girl he wants me.
alright today after exam meet khairul at sengkang
then we went to pasir ris to downtown.. having lotsa fun with him.
too bad la now his attached don't know whether will he come back to yasmin? er beb i heart you so much."

said yasmin in her blog. referring to khairul.
Here's the story.

If u find it crap, leave.
Here it goes.

I went online and added Atyqa . Nice girl.
Chatted with her about KHAIRUL dumping her just lidat.
Khai, u are fucking jahat.
Than yasmin came into the picture. And yeah, atyqa ask to
read Yasmin's blog and so i read.
(bold phrase ontop is what she wrote)
i wass soo depressed. Jealous is nt the problem BUTTTT.

C'mon, ive been chatting with yasmin and she said
she hate khairul and all. find him irritating.
She was the one who advice my all the way
not to fall to khairul's trap. i dont. But now???
khairul ask for a patched and i believe yas loike it.

Kak Aida who is also one of the victim said
that khairul wanna meet her and wants her body
and all fucking shit. GAWD ! cried on the spot.
He did this to me like, 3 tymes. bingo! he is DYING.
Yeah, shld put a damn curse on him! rot to hell u..u.. irritating.!
KHAIRUL. HOW MANY GIRLS YOU WANT???????????
HOW MANY OF 'EM YOU WANT??
HOW MANY OF 'EM YOU HAVE HURT???
if ur a man, face all this problems bravely not
act blurr nt knowing any of this and ask body!

Yasmin.. im nvr gonna be angry with you.
Feel happy for you but just wanna let you know.
Though khairul dont like me, im hurt okay.
why the hell im so emotional.

Khairul, your such a beast.
DUMPED ATYQA WHOSE UR GF JUST LIDAT
AND ASK FOR PATCH?? THATS NOT RYTE U
DAMMIT!!!!

Khairul khairul..
find ur way la boi.
Jantan cam ginie per?!?
tak gune la.

Bye play boi
GoodBye.

im sick

Internet gave me problems.
Suddenly, can use. merepek la this laptop.
Results sux abit. nyekk.

Dear diary,

Long time no post and i dunnoe wat to post.
Me and friends are "ok" la eh.
yeah. i got nth to say.

All this while, ive been abit out of control
thats why frends called me wild. haha.
Been doing things which are bad,yeah.
Lepak Lepak Lepak till khairul also mrh.
why mrh?
he said, he care for me and dun wan me to do
such things..... OH REALLIE?!?!?! ohk..

The haze is killing me. yeah.
Taggers, i will slowly reply and act to your
watever la eh.
headache lah.

Having admirers in mind amirah? haha.
yeah two of 'em.
one is sec 3t& sec 4e.
no amirah! stop stop stop it!!!

GoodBye suckers.

i feel like shit.

Monday, October 16, 2006

"you're soon finally back to me. love you boy!
i cannot believe that you asked for a patch.
im still into you dear.
irah* ahahaks sowie girl he wants me.
alright today after exam meet khairul at sengkang
then we went to pasir ris to downtown.. having lotsa fun with him.
too bad la now his attached don't know whether will he come back to yasmin? er beb i heart you so much."
said yasmin in her blog. referring to khairul.
Here's the story.

If u find it crap, leave.
Here it goes.

I went online and added Atyqa . Nice girl.
Chatted with her about KHAIRUL dumping her just lidat.
Khai, u are fucking jahat.
Than yasmin came into the picture. And yeah, atyqa ask to
read Yasmin's blog and so i read.
(bold phrase ontop is what she wrote)
i wass soo depressed. Jealous is nt the problem BUTTTT.

C'mon, ive been chatting with yasmin and she said
she hate khairul and all. find him irritating.
She was the one who advice my all the way
and to fall to khairul's trap. i dont. But now???
khairul ask for a patched and i believe yas loike it.

Kak Aida who is also one of the victim said
that khairul wanna meet her and wants her body
and all fucking shit. GAWD ! cried on the spot.
He did this to me like, 3 tymes. bingo! he is DYING.
Yeah, shld put a damn curse on him! rot to hell u..u.. irritating.!
KHAIRUL. HOW MANY GIRLS YOU WANT???????????
HOW MANY OF 'EM YOU WANT??
HOW MANY OF 'EM YOU HAVE HURT???
if ur a man, face all this problems bravely not
act blurr nt knowing any of this and ask body!

Yasmin.. im nvr gonna be angry with you.
Feel happy for you but just wanna let you know.
Though khairul dont like me, im hurt okay.
why the hell im so emotional.

Khairul, your such a beast.
DUMPED ATYQA WHOSE UR GF JUST LIDAT
AND ASK FOR PATCH?? THATS NOT RYTE U
DAMMIT!!!!

bad day. ainng

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

EY OLD MAN! WANNA FART,FART SILENTLY LA!
SLUMBER ONLIE. WALK WALK,THAN FART INFRONT
OF SECONDARY ONE GIRLS AT VOID DECK.
WE LAUGH AT YOU, AND YOU DID NOTHING.
OLD MAN,OLD MAN...

Dear diary,
today reach sch early.oh nvm about that.
Nathasha was the main thing today.
IN malay class. cikgu was like talking
then she shouted like "awak boleh?" loudly
when the class was soo damn noisy.
shouted with her very cute voice.
Even cikgu laugh.! wahha. okok.
(read her blog la)
www.theriddleofrevenge.blogspot.com
sorry,havent relink. soon babe. =>

After sch,stay back for awhile.
We did something,forget wat la.
Than me and Nathasha ran into the
teachers' toilet and then, rebec and her
evil doing, she off the light! dark!!!!
Me and Nathasha kept quiet for awhile
than i cannot tahan, i SCREAM! dashed out.

After sch at void deck.
Nathasha and rebecca was reading my magazine
and so they share a bench. Me? i sit solo.
anyway,i was sick la. nanti drg jangkit. wahax!
Came by a stupid limping old man. yeah.
A chinese old man.
with his slumber face without any feelings,
HE FARTED. yeah! cool! he facing the other side
so he wont notice if Nathasha and rebec were laughing
whereas he can see me, its very hard for me to hold back
my damn laughter. i Did try my best old man.
i burst out. yeah. i laugh, no voice. serious.wahahx.!
Headed home after the craziest thing happened la.

Reached home,standard, SLEEP!
msg hafiz and my dearest abg angkat, nasri.
ehem. we did some money on a bet.
lazy to elaborate la. sorry eh. hehex.
sleep till buke tyme. shiok uh.
Food was not-awesome. nvm.

Did a lil'bit of mly revision.yeah =>
Suddenly, ehem-ehem.. drum-roll.
Ala nothing la. Khairul msg me.
WEIRD! he was angry with me for a few days
of even a week but then he msg me
"hey!hi!"
lame la eh. wahax.
GoodLuck for your N-level ex-admirer. gosh..
wahahx.

Its late la now.
I sleepy la now.
go sleep eh.

Bye-suckers.
suck my toot. thank you

FUCK THAT SHIT Xp

Sunday, October 01, 2006

IF I' M NOTHING TO YOU, BACK OFF LAME-ASS.

Dear diary,
Today is sunday which means two things.
1) have to attend religious class but i didnt. yes uh.
2)tomorrow is a sch day and have not prepare stuff.

Mom&sis can see that i've lost interest in my studies.
shiok seh, they can know that i haf no interest anymore.
Im starting to behave like a bull-shit at home. wahax
coolNess*

Had a chat on MSN with Mira yesterday night. yeah.
i didnt reply her msg as im helping my dad with something.
she said something that i never believe la. dun wanna sae here.
ey, i try la horh, to change back. yeah.
hope things move smoothly from now on.

Yesterday, after breaking-fast. Mom and sis ask me
to change to "telekong" and then we go down to
the multi-purpose hall to do prayers(terawih).
But hell, i come clean and said 'arhh, mls la!".
and then she started nagging and asking we why
i stop praying and have stop going to madrasah all.
watever shit la. soo damn fed-up.

My brother gave me 20 bucks . haha!
top up my prepaid for 10 bucks. MSG ME LA EH.
hmms. get to chat with yasmin for a while
then she go smoke-smoke at night. cool la.

Later on, going to nenek's place to break-fast.
hope to haf chance to cabot and merayap. wahax.
poor nenek, have stroke and all. cant feel her arm.
she hold a spoon,then it drop. haiss. ok la,enuff.

In the malay paper today,showcase HADY MIRZA
with a new-born baby boy,IMRAN MIRZA.
Its not his baby la. its the sister's. coolness.
Btw, he looks like a handsome dad with that baby.

Hell, i have nothing to say.
sahur was not delicious. but thank you mama
LAME!

GoodBye suckers.
kiss my ass.

leave u fucker

people.
i aint posting for the sake of posting.
i aint saying all this to ask for pityness.
its not crap. its not fake.

u feel, u hate it.
pls la. leave.thank you

ditchme.

I THINK, I'VE MADE MY CHOICE.
LIVING HERE IS DAMN DAMN SUCKING.
JOR, YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN UH.

Dear diary,
you guys may have notice ive been saying
kill,kill,kill. its like everyWhere.
its on my blogskin,my post, my msn nick&pm.

I'm fed-up la.
"i may not make it for hari raya". hahax
doing all this is not cause of the crisis between
friends but, i feel that, ppl are ditching me and all.
i have to defend myself after a long tyme of
being patient. i have to fight back.
i'll do what i want eventhough it takes me
to a wrong path.. serious..

just came back frm the mak lily who alter my clothes.
bored! its killing me!!! arghh
i dont mean anything.

I bet my friends will party IF
I DO LEAVE THIS PLACE.
don't forget to invite my soul there uh.

BYE PEOPLE!
BYE DITCHERS.
GOODBYE!